I have to control my debts. Here’s what I’m thinking of doing:

1. Keep driving my 10 year old car despite 180K kilometers on it. I was so bloody tempted at the mechanic today (the umpteenth bleeding time) to simply put it out of its misery and lease a new car. If I didn’t need it for work or lived in the shittiest, non-environmentally conscious, sidewalk missing city, I would take public transport.

2. Consider going for an employee position that would relieve me a bit of lags between projects that deplete my savings. As I type this, I know in my heart that I won’t, but my mind is telling me to grow the fuck up and stop daydreaming about picking up one day and moving to an island.

3. I could get a roommate (uggghh!). Living in a university city means college kids are always available. Not sure how the privacy thing will go since I’ve lived alone for more than 5 years.

4. Find a rich, old dude ala Anna Nicole Smith, knock him down a flight of stairs with my tote bag (beautiful chocolate-brown DKNY), rush to the bottom of the steps, hold a mirror to his decrepit face, and if it fogs up, smother him using only a pinky finger. I’ve watched enough CSI to know what they can find from a body. I don’t mind fighting his 60 year old kids in court as long as I get mine.

What do y’all think?